Nothing New.

I know its been a long times since I wrote anything. I feel to need to type some stuff up. not now tho. maybe tomorrow. I really need to sleep. well anyways. I shall start tomorrow.
G-Nite Everyone,
      Kamie

Laying here

Testing on iPod touch ... Blogging tomorrow

Dear Everyone

I know its been a long long time since I blogged last. Things have changed a lot.
1. I found a Job.
2. Nick is out of my life.
3. Things are finally looking up for me.

I officially work at Turkey Hill and ive been working there for over a month now. I think Ive been doing an excellent job and I passed Bars (which is checking IDs and seeing if they are underage.)
Nick was going to move back in and he even got a key but then he decided to get a girlfriend instead and now im officially over it. Im done with his shit. All he has done is hurt me. I never deserved to be treated like that ever. Used and Abused mentally. Even tho i knew that he would using and i knew he was abusing me mentally and i still let him because i thought he has changed. I guess i was wrong about that but anyways. 
Money has come me and my moms way and i wont go into detail.
I somewhat can pay for my rent in full. I get paid every friday which goes in to rent and food. I dont think i hate normal food for along time. Im getting sick of eating Noodles and work food. Gross...

My babies are getting big... all day do is lay by me and sleep on top of me. XD.. Onyx and Jade
I dont really know whats new... I got internet and phone now. thats about it.
love always,
Kamie

Update #2

So anyways, found out that im not moving into my new apartment until Oct. So i have a little ways away, Ill be moving into a Temp apt for now and im moving Friday and Saturday, so im pretty excited. I need to find out about electric and water to get turned on over there but i forgot what he told me. Im a little sad that this happening, i just want to finally settle down and get my apt and make it cute and stuff. I will feel bad for my kitties moving so much. They will get use to it. Onyx still hasnt got use to his collar and some how keeps taking it off or getting it stuck around his mouth.... thank god its a breakaway collar. I want to get sewing soon. I feel a lot better now that my mind is at ease for a little bit. I also have a date friday, well maybe idk if the guy is really serious, we are suppose to go to dinner and then go to knoebels... :D ive been wanting to go all summer. i love roller coasters and rides.<3 

well thats for all, erm 

see ya later
Kamie

Moving in 5 Days!!

Yea, im pretty excited, but at the same time... its going to suck... so no furniture, only a chair and a bookshelf looking thing, a bed and another small shelf, with all my clothes, fabric  (im yet to sew ), tons of books and my kitties of course. 

I guess im really tired of everyone, tired of guys treating me like im a piece of trash they stick in there pocket and forget about it until they wash them. Its the best way I can describe how i feel. Im glad I have my kitties to keep me company, they are everything to me. 

I wish i could get a job tho... its soooo damn hard!! DX... someone please help! anyways, i thought i would write a quick update. so ill talk to you all laters.


<3 Kamie

Untitled...

Well, In about a week or so, Ill be moving on my own, with no one. Not even Nick, I'm so glad. I'm tired of everything and everyone. Today I got hurt again... I keep wondering when I wont get hurt any more.... but anyways, Rob was suppose to show up today so we can meet the first time but he got cold feet and decided not to come. I don't know why either. Ive been wanting to cry for a few hours now. I've been holding them back. I guess that I'm not good enough for anyone, not even Rob. I give up now, I'm just hurt. I'll get over it and move on. I know its been awhile since I've wrote last. Its not like anyone reads these any way.  
We've had a lot of rain lately. It's nice to see it. its been really humid as well. I just wanted to write a little before I go to bed.. (Not really tired) 


See ya.


Kamie

Hi Again.

I know I havent wrote in awhile. Things are complicated as always, but there are some good and bad news. 
Good News:
     I got my taxes back finally. 
     I sold my Ipod for quite a lot of money.
Bad News: 
      I might have to move out of the house because I might not get it. 
      Its hard to find a place for rent when everyone wants to sell.


so yea. I havent really seen Nick much these days. I really miss him. IDK why. I guess I miss laying next to him because he makes me feel safe. 


On the contray, Me and Rob never talk as because we officially have had our first fight even tho we aren't even together. I kinda don't really care if he doesn't, there is a lot of people who have left me and its not a big deal. Hes always too busy doing something or another and he really expects me to wait. 


But anyways, I told to Mark today, it was nice i haven't spoke to him for awhile. He makes me smile because i know hes there for me if i needed it (well i hope hes there for me) hes a good guy and i wish he didnt get hurt by stupid stupid girls.


anyways, i thought i write a quick update. 


<3 always
Kamie