well you all know I live with nick and hes become a complete douche bag. he doesnt help me with anything. it really pisses me off that he does this.
1. I pay all the bills (rent, eletric, gas and water)
2. I buy food and drinks for us and he eats it all
3. I do the dishes and clean the kitty box
4. I buy his gas sometimes.
5. I do everything for him and he treats me like im nothing... i really dont care about him anymore.
I get stuck, frustrated and everything. I really want things to start going ok for me. I might have this job working at a day care and that be so awesome because then i can start paying my bills and maybe finally get that loan for the house and pay my ticket off and just start fresh. i wish i didnt have to deal with nick but right now hes my only transportation and somewhere i can sleep on (his bed.) My brother is going to be helping me. so please god help me. please let me get this job.
i have all this stress on me. My moms trying her hardest to help me and i thank my dad for helping me pay my rent this month. all i do is try and try.
imma go now.. but thanks for reading
<3
Kamie
