Last night, before it started to pour rain, I saved a kitten from dying, the girls (my friends niece and her friend) told me about it and they needed help getting it out from under the car. Well it was stuck where the breaks were at. So I got it out and it has this cat virus that has been going around were the eyes get all nasty and puffy. Well, I told the girls I'm going to take care of it and keep it. The kitten is about 8 weeks old and I named him Onyx, because hes black like Ankh, (who btw i haven't seen for a long time.) I told my friend I'm going to keep him and if its alright if we can? he said its fine, of course, he fell in love with Onyx. *grins* I'll be moving into his house this Friday, finally, after all this time and I will be able to take care of Onyx now. I will post picture of him soon tho. I need to get them off my phone. I also bought some wet food just in case he didn't eat the dry food and some litter for Ankhs old litter box. Onyx ate some food and I was sooo happy, and i think Onyx is happy now that he has a home. hes sooo freaking cute and runs and hops all over the place and meows a lot because I think he loves the attention me and my friend have been giving him. When i get more money I'm going to take him to the vet and get him shots and fixed when hes a little bigger.
btw. i think Onyx is more of a tiger stripe black than fully black. Ankh is a Bombay kitty (and how i know this is because bombay's have yellow eyes) and Onyx isn't (he has gray eyes) so i don't know. He has very thick coat of hair and long.
Will post soon of the kitty :)
Love always,
Kamie
Monday, April 26, 2010
Saturday, April 24, 2010
ORIGAMI STARS!!
Yay, I found a new thing to do. you pretty much can do it out of any sort of paper. not to thick tho. but i found the best kind of paper to use.
Step 1:
Cut paper into strips (my strips are about 8 inches, longer the better but not to long),
Cut them 1/2 inches but if you want smaller stars make it smaller.
Note: Smaller width shorter length, bigger width longer Length
Step 2: Tuck longer end into hole and pull but not so tight, until it makes a pentagram shape. (smaller side paper tuck under or leave it out, up to you)
Step 3: Keep folding until the strip is used up and tuck under other folded pieces.
Step 4. With your finger or thumb (whatever is easier for you) push or pinch between each point, it should pop out like a 3D star.
Note: Takes some practice to get use to it. (Sorry for the blurry camera)
Putting them in glass jar or vase is good luck.
What I used was an old dictionary, something ive been wanting to throw away for awhile, but i couldnt find anything that would look different, since I love reading and words, i decided to use this. the paper is awesome, and molds to what i want. i think my next project will be, getting an old book and putting all the pages into a jar and selling them. ^^ its brilliant but please don't take my idea. it took a lot of thinking on what to use.
Step 1:
Cut paper into strips (my strips are about 8 inches, longer the better but not to long),
Note: Smaller width shorter length, bigger width longer Length
Step 2: Tuck longer end into hole and pull but not so tight, until it makes a pentagram shape. (smaller side paper tuck under or leave it out, up to you)
Step 3: Keep folding until the strip is used up and tuck under other folded pieces.
Step 4. With your finger or thumb (whatever is easier for you) push or pinch between each point, it should pop out like a 3D star.
Note: Takes some practice to get use to it. (Sorry for the blurry camera)
Putting them in glass jar or vase is good luck.
What I used was an old dictionary, something ive been wanting to throw away for awhile, but i couldnt find anything that would look different, since I love reading and words, i decided to use this. the paper is awesome, and molds to what i want. i think my next project will be, getting an old book and putting all the pages into a jar and selling them. ^^ its brilliant but please don't take my idea. it took a lot of thinking on what to use.
I wish my life wasnt so complicated.
Lately, Ive been feeling really really down, things aren't going the way I've planned. I think I might need to move back to California, the last place I want to be and start over again, making new friends, but certain things hold me back from doing things, for instance my Ticket, i still owe about 500 or 600 dollars still, then i can get my license and a car.
I want to be left alone, no one to bother me. All I do is help people and I do things for people. Everyone treats me like shit and I don't deserve it. I'm a good person, (well I hope I am.) I really don't have someone to talk to, I don't have friends, I don't have family really. Everyone is so stuck up to see the picture.
Do they have an idea what its like not to have anything? You lost everything. I sleep on the floor, in a cold attic (good thing i have a tiny tiny heater), No dresser (all my clothes lay on the floor).
So things I have:
Books (Lots of them)
Clothes
Movies (to keep me entertained)
My laptop (which tends to bore me)
Blankets and Pillows
so ya, that's it. I hate when people complain about their life about how horrible it was growing up with parents and stuff and I shake my head and pretend that they believe it was hard. I'm tired of people feeling sorry for me. My mom and dad been divorced since I was like ugh like 11 maybe. Ive lived with my mom, moved hella a lot. I lived in a lot of places over the years since I was 11. I just want to finally settle down and stop moving, have a job and be happy. It doesn't matter if I'm with someone or not. That's just something you earn over time.
I know what its like to be "in love." but at the end we all get heartbroken and die alone. I thought I have found that person, but I was so wrong but he came to me and I will never forget those few weeks with him, now hes a complete asshole for all those things Ive done for him. Hes just my friend but is he really? hes starting to become an acquaintance. He doesn't give a fuck about his life and all Im trying to do is help him with it. No guy has ever done anything sweet for me or been there for me. All they do is hurt me and lie to me. I'm done with relationships, im done with friends, I'm done dealing with everyone. I hope to get this job. I really need it.
I wish I had a car so I can just drive around and go to Walmart just to look around. I really want to start making felt softies for some reason. lol. I feel like making things, i love sewing and stuff. so i don't know. its like the only good thing I'm good at.
well anyways,
I must go shower now, i feel like i need one, Laundry too.
Loves always,
Kamie
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Well going back in a day and half...
Pennsylvania here I come... Gah i miss being at home, alone, ill be super tired too. Found out my friend wants me to watch the kids the next day, at 7:30 am... what kind of BS is that. shes going to let me have the rest of Tuesday off when i get to PA at 9 AM takes an hour to get home... so ya. Its fucking ridiculous, her and her crap. if i had kids and she way away for 3 weeks and she came back i would let her have the rest of the week off to let her catch up on the time zones and she really expects me to watch the kids at 7:30 AM. Also found out the youngest one, (ive been telling her about my poster im suppose to getting in the mail from the contest i won from Claudia Gray - Author of Evernight), well with her not paying attention to any of the mail that comes in, he gets a hold of it and tares the corner of it off.. im fucking pissed at this. its something ive been waiting for like a month and then he destroys it.
Well i have a surprise tomorrow for everyone, i will post it here when its done... ^^ yay i cant wait..
well im off to bed now... soo
ni ni everyone, or g-mor everyone
Kamie
Well i have a surprise tomorrow for everyone, i will post it here when its done... ^^ yay i cant wait..
well im off to bed now... soo
ni ni everyone, or g-mor everyone
Kamie
Friday, April 9, 2010
Currently in my Life
Hey everyone,
Im not new to blogger.com, i have another profile, but since gmail wont let me sign in i decided to make a new email and stuff, will post the link to my other blog soon.
I wanted to write a lot today but im always getting side tracked on doing it.
Im currently in California, Visiting my mother and my friends, and ive only seen two of them for a complete 24 hours which is nice. Everyone has pretty much ditched me, so screw them, Ive seen my dad once on this 3 week vacation, but he bought me some new boots for me for my 23rd birthday, Im tried of being here, I really want to go back to see my Love, Nick, but we arnt together, i havent really spoke to him for 3 weeks, i will explain everything later, if you are all interested. Same thing with my friend, who i live with her and her brother.
I really miss my kitty, Ankh, who i hope is still alive, because well my friend cant even take care of her own kids on top of her Great Dane, let me explain.
I babysit her kids from either 7:30 AM till 9 PM or 10 PM, when she actually gets off at 4 PM, when she comes home she complains and bitches, and she goes straight to her computer and doesnt even spend time with her kids.
Some times i babysit them from 2 PM till 10 PM, when she gets off work at 8 PM, we live about 15-20 mins from her work so she cant say nothing. She also doesnt clean the house. so this is what i do.
1. Watch the kids
2. I play with them
3. I spend time with them
4. I clean the Living room and Kitchen top to bottom.
5. I give her Dog (Great Dane) food and water
6. I let the dog out side every 2 hours
7. I dont do laundry because its not my responsibility, or cleaning the house
8. I give the kids baths.
9. Sometimes the kids call me Mom
Now think about this, shes going to be 25 years old or she already is (i forgot) and she rather go party or hang out with her friend, who i think is a bad influence on her. Her friends son has even ran away from home because of his mom.
My friends kids are 1 1/2 almost 2, and her daughter is 3 soon to be 4, she has 3 kids all together, the oldest lives with her dad, who is also irresponsible, and hes 27, and when the oldest comes over to spend time with her mom, she ignores all of them to play on the computer. the oldest acts like shes the only child and shes not. Im trying to make them good and not bad kids, they do behave when im around.
Now heres the Kick, i get paid 15 dollars a day, so about 60 a week for 4 days, my friend takes 200 out from my pay for Rent, and i get 120 from her ex husband for watching the kids, well he only gives me 80 dollars for two weeks which i think is BS. so i get like 300 for the month i think, if that, which wont even last, i cant even save up money to do things or get a car or even my license back. shes always complaining she has no money. which btw she can work on the weekends if she wants to but she SUPPOSEDLY stresses out too much from her kids and she needs her time alone. As what she says "She needs my weekends off". Its kinda annoying to deal with her drama and trying to deal with my crap and watching the kids like my own. I believe I need to go back to California and start over again.
Im also taking Ankh with me.
story here http://www.Pandoraheartssl.blogspot.com
Im not new to blogger.com, i have another profile, but since gmail wont let me sign in i decided to make a new email and stuff, will post the link to my other blog soon.
I wanted to write a lot today but im always getting side tracked on doing it.
Im currently in California, Visiting my mother and my friends, and ive only seen two of them for a complete 24 hours which is nice. Everyone has pretty much ditched me, so screw them, Ive seen my dad once on this 3 week vacation, but he bought me some new boots for me for my 23rd birthday, Im tried of being here, I really want to go back to see my Love, Nick, but we arnt together, i havent really spoke to him for 3 weeks, i will explain everything later, if you are all interested. Same thing with my friend, who i live with her and her brother.
I really miss my kitty, Ankh, who i hope is still alive, because well my friend cant even take care of her own kids on top of her Great Dane, let me explain.
I babysit her kids from either 7:30 AM till 9 PM or 10 PM, when she actually gets off at 4 PM, when she comes home she complains and bitches, and she goes straight to her computer and doesnt even spend time with her kids.
Some times i babysit them from 2 PM till 10 PM, when she gets off work at 8 PM, we live about 15-20 mins from her work so she cant say nothing. She also doesnt clean the house. so this is what i do.
1. Watch the kids
2. I play with them
3. I spend time with them
4. I clean the Living room and Kitchen top to bottom.
5. I give her Dog (Great Dane) food and water
6. I let the dog out side every 2 hours
7. I dont do laundry because its not my responsibility, or cleaning the house
8. I give the kids baths.
9. Sometimes the kids call me Mom
Now think about this, shes going to be 25 years old or she already is (i forgot) and she rather go party or hang out with her friend, who i think is a bad influence on her. Her friends son has even ran away from home because of his mom.
My friends kids are 1 1/2 almost 2, and her daughter is 3 soon to be 4, she has 3 kids all together, the oldest lives with her dad, who is also irresponsible, and hes 27, and when the oldest comes over to spend time with her mom, she ignores all of them to play on the computer. the oldest acts like shes the only child and shes not. Im trying to make them good and not bad kids, they do behave when im around.
Now heres the Kick, i get paid 15 dollars a day, so about 60 a week for 4 days, my friend takes 200 out from my pay for Rent, and i get 120 from her ex husband for watching the kids, well he only gives me 80 dollars for two weeks which i think is BS. so i get like 300 for the month i think, if that, which wont even last, i cant even save up money to do things or get a car or even my license back. shes always complaining she has no money. which btw she can work on the weekends if she wants to but she SUPPOSEDLY stresses out too much from her kids and she needs her time alone. As what she says "She needs my weekends off". Its kinda annoying to deal with her drama and trying to deal with my crap and watching the kids like my own. I believe I need to go back to California and start over again.
Im also taking Ankh with me.
story here http://www.Pandoraheartssl.blogspot.com
anyways, i hope to get some feedback but i know a lot of people dont read these soooo see ya
Kamie
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